A Letter to My Ex Superior

Assalamualaikum...

I was forever waiting for this day ... and can vividly remember the praying days and nights .. for Allah's will to make it happen.

I love my work...sincerely. It gives me lots of opportunity to learn, and to grow myself, and frankly - though I was suffered for the past 5 years, am still learning, and learning on the hard way, I have no other choice than to kept swimming.

I bet, my superior can proudly annouce a record of almost 1 year giving me a coldshoulder's treatment, not talking. 

And Allah knows, when she was the last person knows about my leaving, and dumbstruck with the realization, that I am going to a better place, with a better team, where most of people are eyeing....ALHAMDULILLAH.  

So to you my soon to be ex-superior (coz I know you are reading this):

I GOT IT. Not you. And I was handpicked by the top management. Not you. ALHAMDULILLAH.

You have been telling the world how competent I am, how useless it was to own an IT degree in this Accounting world. OH MY!!! You are really wasted. My Degree is MIS. My Master is MBA in Finance and Islamic Banking. And I only have 6 papers to go for my ACCA which can be easily completed without a superior who kept arranging deadlines on my exam's date. And you know what my soon-to-be-SGM said (yes..he is a Senior General Manager, guess how far level up he is compared to you?) - we have more than 10000 skill people here in this company, who are 1 skill oriented (this is YOU I think ). We need people with bridging skills, out of those, we only managed to source 6 with the right skills in place. Out of 6, only 2 with the exemplary result, and you score that nod. ALHAMDULILLAH. 

Still, I owe you a big and sincere Thank You. 

A sincerely Thank you for making my life miserable from the 1st day you joined this Company - where I have had putting myself forever in Allah's debt. Praying, crying and begging only to Him.

Thank you for putting up the preassure - I've had to push myself beyond my imaginable skills and abilities, to only discover my new quality which I perhaps wont be acknowledged should my life was easier then.

Thank you for creating the silo environment - it thought me techniques of communication .. and be more patience and preseverance.

Thank you for all those years you have been neglected me for recommendations that was rightfully belongs to me. Do you remember the days when you punished me in PPA , yet you had accidently sent the email containing your own write up, of which you had claimed ALL MY WORKS? The punishments were severe, twice in two years, and in those two years, Allah gave me the evidence of your wrongdoing right into my own inbox.

I cant beat the sexiness you have, or flaunt my body through my see-through-shirt, I cant adopt the fake friendliness, free foods, lunches, dinners where you give to others, or showering gifts to people. I really can't. 

One thing for sure, I will give respect to people when they are due, I will treat people the way they are deserved to be treated as human, I praise on friendship and look forward for working AS A TEAM. When I promise result, I will definitely gives you one.

And for that, when you've failed to appreciate thing in front of you, rather than working together and leveraging on each experts, you shun the whole world out of me, you are a LOSER in real term definition. I wont bulge, I cant confirm the days would be brighter, I cant even confirm whether it will be a paradise or hell, but sure I am, whatever coming in future, I am on my knee to learn and deliver.

I'm not saying goodbye. My pray : May Allah opens your heart to see the real beauty in life.

Packing with a broad smile plastered on my face.. helleluva